Someone advised me, today, to get real. To get REAL. To wake up and smell the coffee. To not attempt and romanticize my issues. That I am just too scared to let anybody too close, even one who's loved you and still loves you unconditionally.
Am I letting something real slip me by? I don't want to save myself the trouble. I just want people out of my trouble. I don't want them troubled.
Shit! The more I am making trouble.
I don't understand. I really don't. I want to. And I don't want to. I'd rather not. Maybe, in time. Yeah, maybe, then.
2 comments:
you are the rare lego piece. no one can have two pieces of you, perhaps thats why. so if you wish to change, start playing lego again and try to get fond of some other pieces instead of the blue round peg. it may subconsciously alter u. Ü
yeah, play... hmmm... it's not that easy. lego can really be complicated when you want to build a world to live in.
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